My Diabetes Theme-Song

Look, guys! I have found a song that basically talks about my relationship with my pancreas!! 

Starset wrote a song called "Let it die." I'll put the lyrics here, and a link to the song at the bottom of the post. 

I cut you into pieces

Searching for your imperfections

I had plans to make you whole.

But all my threads couldn't stop the bleeding,

You're so far gone but I'm not leaving 

When all I know is you.

I've been looking for a way to bring you back to life

And if I could find a way then I would bring you back tonight. 

I'd make you look,

I'd make you lie, 

I'd take the coldness from your eyes. 

But you told me

"If you love me,

Let it die." 

Your eyes stare right through me

Ignoring my failed attempts to 

Breathe back life into your veins. 

But I can't start 

Your cold heart beating

You're so far gone,

But I'm not leaving 

When all I know is you.

I've been looking for a way to bring you back to life

And if I could find a way then I would bring you back tonight. 

I'd make you look,

I'd make you lie, 

I'd take the coldness from your eyes. 

But you told me

"If you love me,

Let it die."

And you left me

More dead than you'll ever know

When you left me

Alone.

I've been looking for a way to bring you back to life

And if I could find a way then I would bring you back tonight. 

I'd make you look,

I'd make you lie, 

I'd take the coldness from your eyes. 

But you told me

"If you love me,

Let it die."

Starset: Let it Die lyric video on Youtube

Reason for this? When haven't I looked for a way to bring my pancreas back to life? Also, my pancreas was killed because my body destroyed it trying to fight off an immunization. So literally, I cut it into pieces searching for imperfections. Although I had plans to make it whole, I couldn't fix the damage that had been done. 

I'm definitely sure this isn't what the song was written for, but it works for me! :) 

Happy Diabetes Awareness Month!!!!